i always do no matter how much pain i get from him.
naz didnt call or message me through out the sunday.
the day before, he told me to bare cos his parents dont let their children to use their hp that long.

For your information, i own a relationship that is less fortunate.
we dont get money as long as we like,
we dont own a job.
but we do really looking forward for january as that will be plenty of vacancies.
should be uh? i hope so.
so anyway, eventhough we dont own alot of money.
we still love each other and make stupid surprises.
like how he buys me FOOD! yummy~

its so early in the morning.
im actually waiting for 9.30am to watch the ellen degeneres show.
its a very good variety show.
must watch it!

i might be meeting naz at 4.
pray for me he will come bishan. nyaha!

like 2 more days and we're officially ONE YEAR!
i really cant wait lor. haha! i wonder what's gonna happen? hmmph!

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much. Like something is telling me not to let him go. Every time I follow my heart... it leads me to him. I mean... what other explanation is there. Why is it that he is all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am... I see him and I can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me... I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart, and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... when he lied to me... and I hated him... why then did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that, and then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much.